First, a main point about me that may have gotten lost in my ramblings and musings: I am, above all, a documentary filmmaker. Despite my love of music, involvement in installation, and penchant for specific sound design, my interest does not lie in the fictional realm. And while a great narrative film always inspires me, it's only in a truly original and well-crafted documentary that I really feel, for lack of a better phrase, swept away.
After a handful of persistent recommendations, I finally sat down to watc
Rather than simply show an aging artist coping with psychological turmoil, however, Feuerzeig crafts an intimate, sometimes uncomfortably so, portrait of a man who can't let go of his inner demons. Daniel's depression is voiced clearest in his own words. While he never sits down with Feuerzeig for an interview in the present day, the voice of his past echoes throughout the film, as Daniel kept a goldmine of audio journals from his brightest and darkest times. From Daniel's adolescent musings about wanting to girlfriend to the deeply disturbed rants about the devil's evil plight, Feuerzeig never leaves the audience questioning what is going on in Daniel's mind. Perhaps that very fact is what lifts the film out of the ranks of "music doc" or a "film about a crazy creative type". Feuerzeig forces the audience into Daniel's world, not simply by telling about it, but by forcing us all to experience, and ultimately empathize with Daniel's own turmoil. By the end of the film, there exists a feeling of loss and understanding at the notion of Daniel's deterioration. The viewer cannot sit passively and simply respond "Wow, what a shame", but rather, feels personally distraught, and even jipped, at Daniel's inability to function within society. And I'm sure there are those who would be turned off by this extreme intimacy.
More interesting, however, is the actual role of Daniel's artwork, as Feuerzeig uses the songs, drawings, and comic strips throughout the film to envelop the audience in Daniel's psyche. I could not commend this decision more, as the presence of the artwork allowed for Daniel to tell his own story from the depths of his own mind. What will ultimately arise with any audience, however, is the merit of Daniel's art. His music is often swept up in praise, and his self-recorded tapes are compared to early Bob Dylan and the lost Ro
At the risk of sounding like a gushing fan, I could go on about the film for far too long, not just the subject matter, but Feuerzeig's artful direction as well. And as much as I would really like to keep explaining my view's on Daniel's representation, hypothesize as to why Feuerzeig made the cuts he did, or even explore the secondary characters (Daniel's extremely loyal ex-manager is almost as fascinating as Daniel himself), I realize that ultimately, this means nothing. Like Daniel Johnston himself, the film requires first-hand experience... I've had my say...
